Tuesday, November 27, 2007


I got tagged by Chris- this is one weird survey!

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
My friend Badar..i dont remember what it was about.
2. What were you doing at 0800?
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Sitting with my mom and grandparents and talking about how to decorate the christmas tree.
4. What happened to you in 2006?
I became 3/4th an engineer.
5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
ok (this survey is weird)
6. How many beverages did you have today?
7. What color is your hairbrush?
8. What was the last thing you paid for?
some christmas gifts.
9. Where were you last night?
10. What color is your front door?
brown-its wooden.
11. Where do you keep your change?
in this little compartment in my wallet
12. What’s the weather like today?
it was nice. rainy and cloudy-perfect.
13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
caramel and strawberry cheesecake.
14. What excites you?
a lot of things- shopping, a good movie, etc
15. Do you want to cut your hair?
nope i cut it last week.
16. Are you over the age of 25?
17. Do you talk a lot?
sometimes but i'm usually pretty quiet.
18. Do you watch the O.C.?
i used to. it got too crappy.
19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
20. Do you make up your own words?
21. Are you a jealous person?
i try not to get jealous but at times, yes.
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
25. What does the last text message you received say?
26. Do you chew on your straw?
27. Do you have curly hair?
28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?nagercoil
29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
not answering this one.
30. What was the last thing you ate?
jammy roll..lol..
31. Will you get married in the future?
i guess.
32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
catch and release ( in the last 2 weeks!)
33. Is there anyone you like right now?
lot of people..
34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
last night
35. Are you currently depressed?
not really.
36. Did you cry today?
37. Why did you answer and post this?
cos i was bored.
38. Tag few people who would do this survey.

Monday, November 12, 2007

texting or calling?

A few days ago I realized that I prefer texting people rather than calling and talking to them. There are so much more advantages like :
  • You don't have to hear their voice.
  • You stick to the point. You only text what you want to.
  • No unwanted news or piece of gossip will come out unless your'e really stupid and have no control of what you type.
  • You don't waste too much money on texts.
  • Talking to someone takes up too much time.

There are a few disadvantages as well :

  • You can't listen to their voice.
  • You can't type that much in one go which makes you just stick to the point.
  • You can't gossip all that much. It's not as much fun when you sms gossip and news.
  • Sometimes calling someone is cheaper than texting.
  • For people who text slowly, calling is way faster.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

yes, even Britney!

Imagine you think of something in your head. This great idea or something innovative or something like that. And you don't tell anyone but next thing you know, someone has accomplished or done that already.
Have any of you felt that way before?
I'm not making this up but it happened to me twice. Well i can only think of two incidences. Maybe there are more.
First, I wrote this song which i'm not naming or telling anyone the lyrics and i even thought of the tune which i normally never do. And then a week or so later, Britney Spears comes up with "I'm not a girl, not yet a women" and it has the exact same tune as MY SONG! I was so annoyed. I'm sure she has some weird psychic powers and got my hot tune. There's no other explanation.
Next one is when i thought of my own airplane company! And what is it called? PiNk! ofcourse! The tail was going to be baby pink and have the words Pink! written in hot glitter pink and it would have pink leather seats and special service for women(I'm sure only women would board this flight). We would have pink champagne, chick flicks, the works.. And the profit would go to the breast cancer foundation (I'm a nice person like angelina jolie and madonna). And where would i get the money to start all this? From Paris Hilton! My future bestest friend! Ok so this was all in my head and maybe a month later i read somewhere that in the UK they are going to start this new airline called pink! I was furious this time! Why? Why me? How do they get these ideas from me? And why don't i get other people's brilliant ideas? Not fair..

Sunday, November 04, 2007

the best chocolate cake ever!

This morning my mom told me that she wants to make a cake to send for Anju.I told her i'll do that since i wasn't doing much in the morning. I went to google and searched for chocolate cake since i wanted to try out something new that's not in our usual recipe book.I found this website that flashes best chocolate cake!the most moist chocolate cake ever!kids love it!adults love it!blah blah.I was excited!And the recipe looked easy. So i then went to my housemaid and she doesn't usually cook so i asked her,"hey do you wanna learn to make chocolate cake?" and she was like yes yes so i taught her and told her to make it.I Told her it was for Anju akka and she was even more excited.Well the cake is done now.It looks like a cake,it smells kinda like a cake and it tastes like..well..not a cake!It was so NOT good!It was moist all right but it WAS NOt the best!I didnt like it and i doubt kids will either!
Well now we're thinking whether we should send it to Anju or no.. haha
So don't trust all recipe sites unless they have reviews.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

the champion!

I love this song by Carman!Take that satan!lol
our church did this play well!

My mermaid barbie

I visited my best friend in Pune last week and we were talking about the "old times" and the story we always talk about came up.It's the "Gitu wants the mermaid barbie" story.It happened when my friend went to America when we were about 10 years old.Before she left she asked me if i wanted anything and i told her i wanted the new mermaid barbie.Before she came back,i used to call her grandparents house every day and asked when she would come back because i really wanted that mermaid barbie!When i heard they were back home,i got all dressed up and went to their house not because i missed my friend and wanted to see her but because i really wanted that mermaid barbie!!And then my friend tells me,"Gitu i searched all over the States but i didn't find the mermaid barbie".I was so upset.Then she says,"But i found only one and i got it for myself".Well i don't really remember what happened but it seems her dad saw my face and he felt like crying cause i looked THAT sad!So he called my friend's uncle in the States and asked him to buy me one and i got my mermaid barbie atlast!
Kids can be evil..even if the kid happens to be your best friend...!
Oh and i still have my mermaid barbie!!

Monday, October 15, 2007

pay back time

Last week i started teaching the basics of computers to nursing students.Since its just the know how's of using computer(something i do everyday) it was easy for me as i didnt have to prepare much.Just what to teach each day and giving assignments.But after my 2nd day i knew how my teachers would have felt.There were 3 girls in the corner who didnt do anything they were asked to and had a blank look in their eyes when i taught(sounds familiar?).And i always thought i would be the "cool" teacher but i actually got super annoyed and told them off!And i "scolded" those who didnt do their assigments(ok,seriously how hard is it to do a word doc,a powerpoint presentation and an excel sheet?).Well thats been my week so far.Today i started teaching the 1st year students.Last week was 2nd years.Yes,i lead a boring life.

Friday, October 05, 2007

listen to this

Hey there Delilah-Plain white T's.

This is my favorite song right now..i cant stop listening to it!

Saturday, September 29, 2007

being tagged

Since all of you read Anju's blog you pr0bably know why i've been quiet for the past 2 week.s

In response to Chris's tag,here are my answers.

1. Pick out a scar you have, and explain how you got it.

One on my right foot.I got it when i was 9 or so.I was riding one of those tvs 50 mopeds and i had our house maid(who was also my playmate) behind me and she was bigger than me and i was turning and the moped skid and i fell with the moped on me and the silencer burnt me..

2.What does your phone look like?

nokia 6300

3. What is on the walls of your bedroom?
Lots of little things hanging from hooks and nails here and there.My poster days are over.
4. What is your current desktop picture?
That boring mountain thingie whiich comes with windows.
5. Do you believe in gay marriage?
uh....I dont think i should answer this.
6. What do you want more than anything right now?
LOTS and LOTS of things...lol..joking..well i really want to know what my future holds for me.
7 . What time were you born?
sometime really early in the morning.
8. Are your parents still together?
9. Last person who made you cry?
not sure
10. What is your favorite perfume / cologne?
loads..i love perfumes.
11. What kind of hair/eye color do you like in the opposite sex?
blue or grey eyes and black hair.
12. What are you listening to?
Daniel powter-one night stand.
13. Do you get scared of the dark?
yes,at times.
14. Do you like pain killers?
whats there to like about them?
15. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
16. If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?
nestle curds.
17. Who was the last person you made you mad?
probably my parents.
18. Who was the last person who made you smile?
My friend Nive who i spoke to after ages.

Saturday, September 08, 2007

can i have some coffee please?

I went with my mum to trivandrum yesterday to do some shopping.
We saw this coffee day and my mom got all excited and said we should go there.We were going to visit my cousin after that so my mum asked me get him some cake or donut so while i was telling the cashier that,my mum comes up and asks him,"do you serve coffee here?"
This is in coffee day by the way...And the cashier handed over a menu card filled with varities of coffee and my mother said she meant whether they had south indian coffee which sadly they didn't...I was laughing SO hard.My mother didnt find it funny.

the smartest girl on earth

My last two posts were spontaneous and i wrote them just cause i had to get that out of my mind!
This one is guaranteed to make you laugh...

Friday, September 07, 2007

what is this world coming to???

He says there were two solutions to stopping the Iraq war. "One is from our side, and it is to escalate the fighting and killing against you. This is our duty, and our brothers are carrying it out," bin Laden said.
"The second solution is from your side. ... I invite you to embrace Islam," he said.


Thursday, September 06, 2007


I HATE it when old ladies comment on my hair,weight and clothes.I find it extremely annoying.
They have to realize they have only 4 strands of white hair left and they don't and never had halle berry's body.
And i also hate it when people read your profile and then think they know you very well and say you are a beautiful person with a good heart.I'm not!I'm a terrible person with a mean evil heart.So leave me alone.
And i hate it when my computer makes a weird noise and just shuts down without giving me any time to save what i've done.
And i hate the fact that i'm an engineer and don't know what that problem might be.
I'm pissed now.

Sunday, September 02, 2007

just some random stuff

This is something i found on the internet and thought was interesting and brought back some good memories.Since i was born in 1986 i consider myself a child of the 80s and 90s...

When Michael Jackson was black
Culture Club
Knight Rider
The Berlin Wall
Parachute PantsWhen the "Axis of Evil" involved Russians
Stripey make-up
Flock of Seagulls
Mobiles [cells] that were more brick than phone
He-man & She-raA
time before the Internet
Cyndi Lauper
Miami Vice
Very, very big hair
When people thought George Michael was straight (aka, his WHAM! days)
The Muppets
Molly Ringwald
The Iron Curtin
When John Hughes movies weren't about a little kid left Home Alone
Shoulder pads
Ferris Bueller's Day Off
The Bangles
Fraggle Rock
Reading a Choose Your Own Adventure book
Rubiks Cubes
Family Ties
City of Gold
Pogo Sticks
Being shocked by the controversial plotlines of Degrassi Junior High
Duran Duran
Beverly Hills 90210
Cassette Tapes
When Paula Abdul actually made music rather than critiquing it
Jumpin' Jack Flash
When they practically gave petrol [gas] away
The A-Team
Top GunJackets with the sleeves pushed up
ChernobylBand-Aid (as opposed to Live 8)
The original movie (think Die Hard, Lethal Weapon, Beverly Hills Cop, Rambo, The Godfather)21 Jump St
The Challenger Disaster
The Golden Girls (the 80's equivalent of Sex & The City)
When John Mellencamp was John Cougar Mellencamp

I've probably left out a thousand things that you remember from the 80's so, if I've forgotten anything vital that you remember, let me know!

*You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air".
*You've worn leggings and felt stylish.
*You yearned to be part of the Baby-Sitters club.
*You use to love playing with your MY Little Pet Shop.
*You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. *You wore a ponytail on the side of your head and had scrunchies.
*You remember reading "Goosebumps".
*You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off".
*You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
*You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
*You remember the craze then the banning of yo-yo's.
*You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...
*You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together.
*You collected pokemon cards.
*You wore socks over leggings scrunched down.
*You knew what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare"
*You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell".
*You played and or collected "Pogs".
*You used to pretend to be a MIGHTY MORPHIN Power Ranger.
*You had at least one GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere.
*You watched the ORIGINAL Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles
*Yikes pencils and rubbers were the shit.
*You remember when the new Beanie Babies were always sold out.
*You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes. *You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
*You thought it would be so cool to be Alex Mack.
*You know the Macarena by heart.
*Talk to the hand" ... enough said.
* You thought Brain from 'Pinkey and the Brain' would finally take over the world.
*You were made to wear a pair of leggings with the straps on the bottom. ie: stir-ups
*Bum Bags, or Fanny Pax whatever you called them.
*You collected tazos.
*2 words ... SPICE GIRLS...

I don't know a lot of stuff on both lists but some of you might so i did'nt edit them..

I read in the newspaper today that this pet cat in sydney was left in a kitchen cupboard after a party and the next morning they found it high with cocaine and benzodiazephine...hahahahahha

Tuesday, August 28, 2007


The other day my cousins Rashmi,Ashwin and myself went to the farm to see the baby pigs.They're cute but they stink so much!I guess thats why they're called pigs..and they eat anything!!
Here's a video of some of them

This video is of Rashmi holding one of the piglets.They squeal like you're going to slaughter them.Well eventually they would be slaughtered but not now anyway,they're small and won't go for a good price...lol...

Then i saw this baby pig pooping..it looked like a small blob of yellow color cream..and after it finished,the mother came and ate it!!It was so disgusting!!

I don't know if i can eat pork again!!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Father of the nation

I have an older sister.Most of you know her.Just to make things clear,this is not about her.And i'm also sure most of you know the "father of our nation"-Mahatma Gandhi.

*If you are a big mahatma fan,please hit the back button.But this is all in good humor so dont take it personally.*

Ever since i was small,my sister told me he was not THAT good like how people made it seem.That the people who actually fought and shed blood have not been recognised.And that this man just sits and says ahimsa and he's some big hero.That he always had two women beside him and he thought by wearing torn old clothes people would feel sorry for him.That he had good cambridge education but now was sending the poor brits away.And because of the British rule we have trains and roads and buildings.And if the british were still here,Prince William would be visiting every vacation and somehow he would fall in love with my sister and they would have indish or engdian kids...and blah blah..
So anyway,when i was in Madras,i came across this billboard that said,

"You must be the change you want to see in the world."
Mahatma Gandhi
Indian political and spiritual leader (1869 - 1948)

I loved this quote!And after seeing this,i started liking Gandhi a little more.I never disliked him.I mean he did do lots of nice things i'm sure.
Don't ask me why i even did this post but i wanted all of you to know this quote.I haven't started applying it but i'm sure i will someday when i'm OLDer...

Friday, August 17, 2007

some eye candy for you all

I've decided to be nice and give all of you a little treat.
Gitu's list of good looking men(i was going to say top totty-too much influence from teeny bopper magazines i've been going through from the late 90's).
1.Zac efron
claim to fame:high school musical

2.Stephen gately
claim to fame:boyzone,new beginning,joseph,cinderella,dancing on ice

claim to fame:instinct

4.Rodrigo santoro
claim to fame:charlie's angels,love actually

5.Santiago cabrera
claim to fame:heroes

6.Jude law
claim to fame:loadsa movies i guess

7.Jonathan knight
claim to fame:new kids on the block

8.Eloy de Jong
claim to fame:caught in the act,stephen gately

9.Criss angel
claim to fame:mind freak

10.Elliot yamin
claim to fame:american idol


Thursday, August 16, 2007

can i have two titles?

I was looking at this old sock of mine.Here's how it looks,it is white with red horizontal stripes.The toe and heel part are black.And in the feet part it has a big white heart and in black it says,"sweet".I guess you can imagine how ugly it would look.It was so ugly that i actually found it sort of cute.I don't know if that makes sense.
There's this old man who lives in my street.He has a phobia for cars.So everytime he's standing in the street corner and we drive by,he starts moving around,jumping about and stuff.I used to find that quite ridiculous.But now since i'm older and wiser,i put myself in his shoes(i don't think he wears anything on his feet but you know what i mean) and i think he's actually very brave cause imagine i was standing in the street corner and this huge turkey (or any other evil bird for that matter)the size of a car comes zooming towards me...just the thought of it makes me want to die.And i probably would have some minor heart attack everytime the turkey car came near me.So never think someone else's phobia is any less than yours.

Thursday, August 09, 2007


I'm home now.And i don't do much here.Yesterday i was looking through some old CD's i have and i found my spice girls one.I put it on and it felt like it was from some different era.It felt nice yet weird.And then i ofcoarse listened to some boyzone songs after years maybe.No matter what anju thinks,i haven't listened to them or stephen gately in ages.Well anyway,i felt like i was listening to the music of my days.All this is stuff from a decade ago.I never thought i would say stuff like that but it's true.I'm old now.When i was 11 i couldn't wait to be 21 well now that i am,its not all that great!
Then for dinner my aunt called me to kanyakumari cause some of her friends were visiting from sri lanka and they have a daughter who's 16.And this girl was asking whether i liked ludacris,nickleback and i'm like huh?And she's like,"you know,hip hop music" and i truly did feel old when i said i liked michael jackson,boyzone,and other 80's and 90's stuff!And in an attempt to sound cool i said,"oh i like destiny's child and i listen to eminem at times" and i then learnt they both hadn't released any music in a while...
This morning i check my bulletin board and i got this message from stephen gately(its on myspace..so its not actually him) and well,seems like he's going to act in this play called Godspell as Jesus...I wasn't too happy when i heard that...For reasons some of you may know..
Well anyways i got this dream last night that zip yelled at me horribly for not attending the youth meetings on saturday...she's haunting my dreams also...lol..
I'm home alone now...and i can't even have a wild party if i wanted to cause
1)There's no one here that i want to invite.
2)My house is sandwiched between my two uncle's houses.
3)I'm not 18 anymore.
4)If the house got dirty,my mom really would kill me.
5)I'm not a fun person.

Today is my school "canteen day"...How i used to love canteen day!All the food,the competition,the fun...i wanted to go today even though its been 4 years since i finished school but i then realized i would be asked too many questions that i didn't want to answer by too many people.I went to my little cousin Rohan's house and they were making cutlets and cakes and i still remember Anju and me doing that when we were in school...oh well...

Monday, July 23, 2007

i don't know!

I feel like i want to or have to write something.But my mind is totally blank.There is so much inside of me that i feel like shouting out but i know i cannot.
I don't know why i'm feeling so weird...maybe i do know but i don't know if that's exactly the reason to the way i feel.
Ok i'm going to stop feeling weird.What's the point anyway?It's your own doing and then you just end up feeling lousy.So i'm going to learn to command my brain to snap out of its sorry state whenever it gets into it(like all the time).So how am i going to learn to do that?Here's how:
1.Brain,stop it!
2.Brain,don't get into this mode.I do NOT like it.
3.Brain,You're not making me feel good.
4.Brain,you're the one who gave me the stupid idea to do whatever it is that made me feel this way,so make it go away.It's your fault.
5.Heart(poor brain,taking all the blame),your'e no better than brain.
6.Heart,you think too much(the brain is helping).
7.Heart,right now it's totally your fault.
8.Heart,just pump blood,ok.Don't do anything else.
9.Heart,stop it with all the mushy feelings.
10.Hands,stop typing,your'e not making any sense.

You know what,i'm actually feeling totally ok now.I'm must be a genius and i did'nt even know!!My brain doesn't help me at times.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Random things about me

Here are some random things about me that you may or may not know:

1.I have a really bad phobia for birds.Any bird.
2.I used to believe i was from the sun(this was when i was really young though.I used to get these deja vu moments when i saw the sun,sarbath(this orange drink) and jelebi(an orange sweet)).
3.I was once called by the principal for kicking a guy.He told his parents and they came to school to complain.(the stupid guy did not tell his part of the story which was tickling my legs for which he got kicked.So i told the principal this infront of his parents..i guess you can imagine who got yelled at).
4.I hate it when people tickle me.
5.n i dnt realy lyk it wen ppl typ lyk tis.cs it taks 2 mch tym to dcode.
6.My friends and i used to prank call people a LOT when we were in school.And we used to prank e-mail and chat with people pretending to be others.
7.When i first heard about euthanasia,i thought it was about the youth in asia.
8.I still remember the name and user id of the first person i ever "chatted" with online(it was using aol messanger under anju's screen name,i was 11 or 12).
9.I have a tendency to be attracted to men who's sexual orientation is favored towards other men.
10.I once saw something else and thought they were balloons.And i was not too discreet about it(I was only 10!).
11.I changed my name for a bried period of time when i was in 7th or 8th standard.
12.I used to be obssessed with barbies..i still quite like them.
13.I wanted to be a fashion designer when i was in 12th standard(most of my math notes then had many of my drawings of clothes!).
14.Before i joined college,i had practised the speech i would give when i got my best outstanding/university first/best extracurricular activities/best overall student award(I got none of the above).
15.I used to have a HUGE crush on salman khan when i was younger.
16.My first crush was jonathan knight(i bet i didnt even know what a crush was then but i thought he was very good looking).
17.After watching the movie stigmata,i imagined that happening to me and thought it was quite cool.
18.I played the evil queen who wanted John the baptist's head when i was in kindergarten(I still don't know how they could make someone with such an innocent face to play such a role).
19.I used to have lots of pen pals from all over the world during the years 1996-2001.I still have all their letters.
20.I started writing a book when i was 13...I wrote 2 chapters.I found it when i was 16 or 17 and almost died of embarrasment!

That's all i can think of now!

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

something to write about

I was reading the news on yahoo! the other day and i found an article about Sania mizra and Shahar Peer who were going to play together and how some of the muslims and jews actually protested cause its not right for a muslim and jew to play together,it might cause problems,how it has caused problems in the past and blah blah blah.I thought it was ridiculous!Its about tennis!!!NOT about islam,NOT about judaism and not even that much about Sania or Shahar!!It's about the game they're going to play.But then again i guess the press,the reporters,the newspapers need something to talk about,so why not talk about this?OH MY,a muslim and a jew!Playing together!*Shocker*
Now since i started this blog i kind of imagine how reporters or newspaper/magazine writers might feel(i'm not saying i'm even anywhere close to their level) cause sometimes you feel like you just HAVE to write something.Like at times,i look at some of my posts(maybe this one)and think,"why did i write that?".And i realized i wrote just for the sake of writing SOMETHING!It didn't matter at that time if the post was crap..So i guess i'm actually quite a hypocrite for starting off all annoyed with those tabloid people...cause i'm kinda like them..on a much smaller and less scandalous base!And i guess i better stop writing before i throw in more crap!

Saturday, June 30, 2007

the rain,the sand and the sea

The rains poured out from the dark sky.It poured,how it poured.The phone rings,it is from my oldest and closest friend asking if we could go to the beach.How long,i wondered since we've been to the beach together.Memories from the past came flooding to my head.Memories when we were children,going to the beach,holding hands,our dads yelling,"dont go too far,come closer", jumping when the waves reached our legs,catching crabs(the sea creature)with our hands,making sand castles and then destroying them,writing our names in the sand and hoping someone from the far heavens could see it....ah,good memories indeed.So we went to the beach in the rain.Beautiful,how marvellous it looked,the rough waters of the indian ocean and the grey clouds crying out.I did not think we would go into the waters but we did(and though i did not have spare clothes).It was just like the old days(but with far too less number of people).We held hands and squealed every time a big wave came.The sea was angry,its currents strong but we were brave.But we were not stupid to go too far.In a sudden adventurous moment,i asked my friend if we could go further in and she said she didnt want to die this way and also she did not have her passport with her(in case we reached sri lanka).And i thought about my life being taken away by the waters(my dad did not know i went to the beach,he would not allow me cos the sea was rough and it was raining) and i said out loud ,"oh no, i cant die now,my dad will kill me".My friend laughed like she was going to die.But its true,if i got drowned in the beach,my dad would see my body and probably beat me saying,"i told you you can't go,this is what you get for being disobidient"(i may exaggerate a bit).

And then we built a sandcastle...well it was in reality more of a sand fortress and my tower was the most beautiful with a viewing place and four windows(my friends would say theirs was the best looking but no,it was mine).The sky then decided to pour out harder than ever and we had to leave.

We then went to my uncles beach house and got dressed(i found some clothes there for me to wear) and then got stuck in the biggest traffic jam this town has probably seen and then we saw this accident and a woman was on the road,possibly hurt but not too hurt.And people got down from their cars and bikes and went towards her to WATCH!They were not helping one bit.If they didnt want to help they could just leave but they all stood around her and stared and this one family came all dressed up for it like they were going for some wedding and once the injured lady left,they left too.But they just came there and stood around.It was was so annoying.

This was how my day went yesterday.I tried writing like some fancy author would but i guess i'm just not cut out for that!

Saturday, June 23, 2007

is love soft?


Erev tov!that is good evening to all those who don't understand hebrew...heheh...yeah yeah i know im showing off!Anyways,i'm back from Israel and i'm so in love with it.Most people who know me probably know how much i've been wanting to go and finally God paved the way for me and though it was not like how i thought it would be,it was still amazing.I had a great time and i recommend going to Israel to anyone!We saw so many places i had to keep a diary and write in whatever we did that day or else i'm sure i wouldn't remember!And i have to mention this...the people there are really good looking!
So,back to my title,"is love soft?".My sister got this new toilet paper and its called something(i forgot) and it says "Soft like love" and since most of you know that I haven't really been in love(sans Steve gately) i would honestly like to know,"is love soft?"

Thursday, May 31, 2007

dancing cow

This is a video i took of the cow on anju's table.Its dancing!!But at times it looks like its having the fits or some sort of demon possession!

I have a lot of free time on my hands now and i dont feel like doing anything useful!!

Saturday, May 19, 2007

either gay or married

I have to write this!i do not want anyone asking me anything but i have to say what's on my mind!!
Why is it that anyone i really like is ,well ,unavailable?Take my first love,Stephen gately..ok so he's a celebrity and all but i was young and i really really liked him.And i was quite stupid then(i was young remember) and thought one day he would come for me.I also had this another stupid crush on someone in school(i forgot who it was!) but then found out he liked someone else and i was not upset cos i knew i have Steve and he would come for me(i think i read too many corny love stories back then).But Steve had to have gone and spoilt it all by coming out!"I'm gay and in love"....ahhhhh!!!How those words hurt me then.It was june 16 1999 when he came out but i knew only on june 17 1999(rashmi's birthday).I think i cried for like 3 days and i tore up some of his posters.I was a little crazy then.Then i went to another extreme and started liking Steve's then boyfriend Eloy de jong as well!And i was very happy for them as a couple and was quite upset when they broke up.After a while i just stopped caring for Steve and his gay life!I do like him cos he was after all my first true love and he is after all VERY hot!And for anyone who cares,he's "married" his partner Andy cowles.
Well i never REALLY liked anyone after that but had the random crushes like everyone else..But there was someone i liked.I'm NOT saying who!I don't even know why i liked him but i did.You do not know who he is so please don't ask me.Well i found out today that he's married!!It was quite a shock and im a bit sad.Waaahh! And he didnt even tell me that he's married i found out through someone else. Life can sometime be really mean!
And that saying,"they're either gay or married".....well it is SO true!Trust me on this one!


Imagine you're planning this picnic or a trip.You've decided the dates.You've got your tickets.You have your perfect outfit for it.And you can't wait.But then you just have one tiny problem...you haven't asked your parents!I know that sounds childish,asking your parents permission and all.But imagine you're still living with them and depend on them.So finally you ask your parents and they say no.Point blank.End of story.
Its a horrible feeling.That's how i feel now.Well i wasn't planning a trip or anything but something similar.
I always thought i'd let my parents choose my every step and it would be the best.And you know what that thought is starting to come back but i feel miserable.
I thought for once i could do something for me,something that i want to but guess that's not what's in store for me.
Parents know best.I've heard that enough times now,i guess i should just go ahead and beleive it.And that way i don't have to think for myself.Easy.
I'm in quite a depressed mood now so excuse my sorry post.

Monday, May 14, 2007

the perfect man (part 2)

Here's part 2 of the not so awaited sequel of the perfect man.

So Nathan leaves town and Steph G goes home.It shouldn't be a problem.It'll be fine.So what we don't live near each other.This is what steph g thought.
And it wasn't really a problem,they spoke to each other,they sent text messages to each other and there always yahoo messanger!
Meanwhile Steph G met another guy who was really nice but Steph G is a one man women so she considered this other guy as nothing more than a friend cause she had Nate and he was her mr.perfect.
So what this other guy lives near by,he's sweet,funny and all..no,it doesn't matter.He was not Nathan.
But then,Nathan stopped calling,he texted her like once in a technicolored moon.Apparantly he was "too busy".
And Steph G made it very clear to the other guy she was not interested so now there was no Nate and no other guy.
Steph G had learn her story.
There was no mr.perfect.He does not exist in the real world.
Steph G has something to say:

"All you ladies listen if you ever have the chance to run into your definition of that perfect man,please be blinded by how fine the man is and miss the chance that you might have or you'll never get to be with any other man".

This is a slight modification of the Destiny's child song "perfect man" which says:

"All you ladies listening if you ever have the chance To run into your definition of that perfect man Don't be blinded by how fine the man is And miss the chance that might be your last Make him understand that he's your perfect man"

Steph G and her friends used to beleive in that song when they were young but now that she lost someone that could have been the one because she was running after the perfect man,she doesn't have anyone now!
So listen up and learn from her!

college over!

I cannot believe this day would come so soon!Ever since we joined college me and my friends used to talk about how we couldnt wait to leave and now that we've left i can't beleive how hard it is to say goodbye.

On may 11th our final year final semester exams got over and it didn't really sink in at first but then my all my friends except Nive,Muneera and Narkis came to stay over and i actually stayed awake and it was so sad...we might never see each other again!Then the next day we stayed over in Nive's and i left that night but heard there were a LOT of tears the next morning.And i was in church that morning and we were singing and i was thinking about all of us and i started crying..if people saw me they probably thought i was so into worship that i'm crying!

...as we go on,we remember all the times we had together...and as our lives changes...we will still be friends forever... amen!

I'm going to really miss you guys!

Friday, May 04, 2007

the perfect man(part1)

I just realized something...people are more interested in Steph G than they are about me.It is rather sad.

Anyway Steph G has another story(ooh joy!!)but this is a moral story so im sure all my immoral friends out there(like all of you!)would'nt like it.But sit back,you might learn a thing or two.

Two years ago Steph G's grandmother was really sick and was in the hospital for around two months.It was a really tough time for the entire G family as they didnt know if they would see their mother/grandmother ever again.Steph G being a dutiful granddaughter spent a lot of time in the hospital.There,she met this guy called Nathan whose grandmother was also sick!While waiting in the waiting room,they both started talking(he started) and since they both were going through the same thing,they comforted each other.

Steph G then realised there was no point thinking about Ben De Jong well cause he was fictional after all!

And Nathan seemed perfect in every way!Maybe he was her Ben de jong!so what he was not dutch,so what he did'nt have blue eyes?He was still the perfect guy in every other way!

After sometime,Steph G's grandmother got better and so did Nathan's.And they had to leave the hospital.Sadly,Nathan did not live in the same city as where Steph G lived.But Steph G did not think that would be a problem.

[end of part 1]

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

goodbye crescent

****This post is boring but its for my memories so one day when i have alzheimers(whats the spelling again?) i can read through this,that is if i remember my user name and password****

I've got exactly 8 days till i finsih college.This is the day i've been waiting for ever since i joined college and i still remember all of us saying oh we cant wait for these 4 years to get over and now that it is,it doesnt seem like such a big deal.I've probably had more bad times than good times in college(exams twice a year is BAD) but now i'm just thinking of all the good times we had and hostel and how i think i actually might miss crescent quite a bit!i'm gonna miss "us" for sure.Half or more than half of us have different "us"es now(the whole marriage and engaged thing).
Joining crescent seems like it just happened and yet it feels like a lifetime.I'll still remember the first time we went to meet shameem banu and i came home crying cos she made hostel look worse than the taliban.The time i came to write the entrance exam with my dad and after i finished the exam and we got ready to leave my dad said,"take a good look at this college cos this is the last time you'll be seeing it". and when i was checking out a bunch of hot guys(where did they gO??cause after i did join i never found them!) my dad said,"they have boys in NI (noorul islam,where everyone including me thought i would join) too!"*cringe*
Well my dad was wrong cos i did join Crescent,well now its B.S.Abdur Rahman Crescent engineering college but crescent sounds better.And i remember day one so well cos i hated it.The only thing that kept me on was hostel cos i loved my friends there!I'm gonna miss you guys so much.But hostel got annoying in the second year with the never ending rules and blah blahs and i left hostel on the day of impulse '05.I'm glad i did.I have good memories of hostel now,dont know if i still would if i continued staying there.
The best semester:1st
The worst semester:3rd and 4th and 8th
8th semester!project!Oh no!that was the most depressing time ever!im so so glad thats over!thank GOD!
There's so much i want to write about hostel and college.I'll do it someday.
Good bye Crescent!

Friday, March 23, 2007

steph G's one true love

As some of may know,Steph G has not exactly been very lucky in love.It could be because of many different reasons..like weird creepy boys from the past,weird clingy girls from the past,someone not meeting all her 101 criteria,phobia of commitment etc etc.But there is one big reason why...Steph G is still waiting for the man of her dreams.And i mean that literally.When Steph G was young(she is still young though) she had dreams of this one guy.The same guy.Recurring dreams.He was perfect.She didnt really get to see what he looked like in her dreams but Steph G was sure he was gorgeous(come on,all dream guys are hot!).Steph knew one thing..his name..and it was Ben de jong.He was dutch.So while Steph G spent ages of her youth dreaming of Ben,she wrote this poem for him:
Hoping and praying we'd be together someday,
Please Ben,please come my way.
These dreams don't seem to stop,do they?
But i know this is real and not a play.
A part of me has a feeling that you
Feel the same way too.
If the Lord above wishes,
Together forever is what it is.
I don't know Ben,i'm confused,
But i know no one is to be accused
For who and what you are is inside my mind,
I wish i could leave my dreams behind.
I'm a little pebble lost at sea
Pick me up,Ben,let me be
With you life goes beyond,
And i think i love you Ben de jong.

if you think this is corny,remember something,Steph was really young when she wrote this.
And if you think you or someone you know could be Ben de jong,get back..i'll let her know.

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

valentines day blues!

Its V-day tomorrow!And Steph G can't help but think of all the lovers out there planning their special day together.But there's also this nagging thought that screams "WHAT ABOUT ME???"When Steph G was younger she used to celebrate valentines day with her friends,get them cards and all that.And the first time "a boy" gave her a flower,she was so embarrased..she stuffed it into her bag and later tore it and threw it out.Yes,she was a disturbed child who found attention rather over whelming(I bet you all are thinking,"that poor rose!").But she was young then and young girls are quite stupid at times.Things dont change much when they grow up!
Ok,back to tomorrow..Steph G actually has two valentines!Technically that's true cause 2 guys have asked her and she,uh..said yes...to both!But that's only because she's a good person and she cannot bear to hurt someone's feelings.And they're both good guys..but there's the problem of choosing!One of them is a really sweet guy who'll be the perfect boyfriend.The other,a wild guy who knows to have fun.Steph G is torn.She can't make up her mind.And it always ends up with the same question,"WHY ME?"...
p.s :Any suggestion as to whom Steph G should choose?

Thursday, February 01, 2007

steph G is not my alter ego

This is to let all of you know that steph G is not me.She is not "an imaginary clone" as someone put it.I'm sure some of you think it's me cause i mentioned she has an older sister but please..there are millions of girls out there who have bigger sisters.I would like to mention however that Steph G is a combination of many many people i know.So that's why i said stories involving her are "quite" fictional.
Before i started blogging about Steph Girl i had so many stories but now i'm quite blank.But dont worry,she's quite a handful so i'll have plenty of stories coming up.Or so i wish.

Friday, January 26, 2007

Evolution of steph G

This is the story of a girl called Steph Girl aka Steph G.She's just a piece of my imagination.Any story or incident involving her is quite fictional.So if you have a feeling of deja vu reading anything about steph G,please,its not about you,its about steph G.
Steph G is a nice girl.She has her own hang ups like everyone else.She can be a bit wacky at times but then again,who is'nt?Steph G has an elder sister who used to be steph g's biggest nightmare when she was growing up.Which bigger sister isn't,yeah?
I'll start the chronicles of steph G in my next blog..!i know you all are an impatient lot but "patience,iago" as steph G would say.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

the grass is greener on the other side

project time in college.i always thought "project" in the final semester would be a blast!after all there's only 2 days of college and even that's only half day each.well this is what i THOUGHT!you know being a junior,watching all those final year students leave class you think man,i cant wait for that...now that i am in the final semester,man don't i miss sitting in class doing nothing!I'm doing my project under one of those strict guides who expect you to learn,research and then do it...well who would have thought about all this,yeah?I know this is probably the best way but im such a lazy thing,i prefer the easy way out...you know going to some institute,getting someone to help you through and through and of coarse paying them...:)
Ok i dont want to talk about the project anymore.even thought its going to drain all my happiness,all the life in me and make me a dull grave person..its ok..only 4 more months..and after all,at the end of the day,God is in control!